soon, very soon.

They saw an island of paradise from afar.

There is this big river separating it.

And so they decided to build a bridge.

One fine day, they both know the bridge will be eventually be completed and both of them can happily reach out for the paradise they longed to have with their loved ones around them.

With blood, sweat and tears, the bridge is to be completed no matter how tough it will get.

Soon …. they will step foot on that paradise.

Yes, very soon hopefully.

untitled.

想念你的我,

你知道吗?

你好吗?

你的我长大了,

你也知道吗?

你……

会来看我吗???

untitled.

When temporary becomes permanent ….

When dreams is about to turn into reality.

When positivity changes into negativity,

When it finally seems that we all reach the destination …

Here I am … thinking if I can really handle all these?

I only have myself to ask and answer for.

bye Feb.

I have a million and o one errands to run but I am nonchalant over everything around me now due to the monthly detestable cramps affair. It hurts badly and all I can think of is sleep, sleep and more sleep.

As usual, angel boy is not with me on weekends again. Like what’s new? I’ve grown to be accustomed to it. It can be a chore cos I think I deserved to be loved with extra TLC during weekends when I can finally throw off the thoughts of KPIs. But on the other hand, I secretly love how I can spend quality time with no-one but myself which includes slacking, online shopping to literally staring into the blank doing nothing.

Oh well, you can’t have the best of both worlds I supposed.

my journey

After what it seems like an extremely long ride….
the journey finally took me back.
But I ain’t sure if I should unpack. I had a feeling I don’t belong there anymore.

I thought we will always be on the same wavelength, unfortunately we were not.
I thought you knew I can’t swim and will always be my life buoy, sadly you were also not.

I wish I can shut the world away from me but reality is a switch and with a click;
Here I am watching you from afar thinking if it was really meant to be…..

second thoughts.

To push or to pull?

To be me or not to be?

Is this karma?

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Nah, I won’t be what people want to see.

I am what I wanna be.

nana will always be nana.

病了

超可爱的，对吗？

我也希望病了还可以像熊宝宝一样的讨人喜爱哈哈，残酷的是娜娜生病的脸会比平时everyday life的黑炭黑还要黑。健康、生病还是黑，只不过生病了更黑更黑嘻嘻。

算了。。。 我有点语无伦次了。所以以下所打的或许都不理智、都是胡言乱语。你想读就读，不想读就不读。simple? By the way, 真的很长恨罗嗦lor！

sometimes ….

I should really learn to listen to what my heart says.

And goes with the direction I always wanted to go ….

I am going to be happier for sure.

Few steps away from the paradise of happiness

where I can find the usual nana again.

Learning to love myself more.

my darling boy.

emo + ing

I am finally home.

From what it seems like a long, long holiday.

All I did was sleep and eat, eat and sleep.

But apparently my mind still ain’t that free.

I had been emo-ing for the longest time in my whole life.

Uuggghhhh!!!

I don’t like to be like this.

And I don’t want to be like this.