2day blog gonna b quite long. i’ve got many ques marks in my mind?????? sorry GUYS if u r readin tis … it would b gd if u r readin so u can tell me e ans. feel free to comment. i m tis simple gal .. despite e rate of divorces going up n even beckham tabloids of havin affiars even i tot he was a nice husband.(BUT dat doesnt mean i had accepted his TASTE of gettin Victoria as his wife. 4 her fans readin it .. so sorry but wait a min, does she even haf fans?? hahahaha) ok i was sayin … all ya despite all those nonsense, i still pretty much believe true luv does exists n fairy tales of cinderella n prince charming do live happily ever after. i gonna admit @ tis era, it might b VERY tough but i still dun rule out e fact. but y is that ppl ard me alwiz seem to tell me u r being silly. no such luv exists. GUYS, i m not bein biased but most cases happen on guys who cheated on their other half. SOMEONE PLEASE COMMENT … WHY IS THAT A MAN’S HEART CAN BE FILLED UP WITH MORE THAN ONE WOMAN? WHY CANT A GUY BE PLEASED WITH JUST HAVIN A GAL BY HIS SIDE? WHY IS THAT CONCEPT THAT A GUY WHO KNOWS AS MANY GALS IS VERY MUCH A RESPECTED GUY? i jus dun understand loh … probably u gonna ask me bac .. y e hell r u askin so many stupid ques. cos i discovered a secret which i shldnt b discoverin. is hurting n hard 4 me to accept when i knw a gal out tere is being hurt. since i mentioned is a secret, dun even expect me to reveal.
One more ques .. What izzit that our own species, female alwiz feel that once a gal is surrounded by guy frenz make her a bitch who is flirtatious n cheap. dats so stupid. cos we r jealous? i dun really knw .. but in case U r readin it. i treasure u as more den a normal fren. n HANDS N LEGS ALL UP that i totally trust u that u r not dat sort. 4 ppl who doesnt believe u .. is their loss. we cant please every1, learn to b more positive ok? e world may b huge n full of ppl but as long as u haf 1 by ur side. is more den enuff. dun really need so many ppl at all.
I think i really had e weirdest day somehow. i discovered 3 shockin news n encountered 2 DISGUSTIN incidents. I aint pretty or a hot babe loh. but i think i m losing massive appeal hahahaha. i think i m bcumin uglier n fatter n really disgustin loh. i cant believe i m bein hit by butch(es)!!! i do not discriminate them. to me is ok .. but i cant really accept e fact i m HIT! a batch of i think not more den 20yrs old .. they look 17 to me actually came to me n asked … hey pretty, mind if b frenz? of cos is a NO THANK U. i din mean to b rude or shallow to reject them but i dun think they merely wanna bcum frenz, probably i m over-sensitive but does any ppl of e same sex do dat if u r not erm .. nvm???. but is jus weird 4 me .. i dunno if i can consider it a compliment man. AAARRRRGGGHHH .. jus reminded me sth which happened yr ago. DAMN IT! then jus as i was tryin to calm myself down n alight frm e train .. i haf to meet up wif a weird 40s guy who haf to like follow me everywhere wif his hp n tokin RUBBISH. he is like ..harlowwww .. wat u doin .. i miss u … (turn to me n smile) cant wait to kiss u loh (turn to me n smile) i decided to walk off. he followed suit n he was again nex to me. harlowww u still listenin .. u knw u make my heart melt n flutter (turn to me n WINK!!!) i almost puke my HANS fish n chips out. i alwiz had a weakness of guys who wink esp ppl like my D, Simon Cowell or George Clooney but u can imagine how i almost needed some1 to call 995 to send me to e hospital n if tere is .. i hope my memory can b washed away man! WAH LAU… digustin cheekopeh!!! i stared so hard @ him, n imitated him. haha i pretended to call some1 on my hp n said, HEY I MET A THE MOST ER XIN GUY EVER. SO ANNOYING N IRRITATING.(THIS TIME I WAS THE ONE who looked at him hahaha) he walked off hahahahahaha .. SHIOK SIAH.
wow .. i din realize i had written so much long long story haha i must haf bore some ppl 2 slp. but den again .. i dun even think tere is ppl readin it hahaha. at least one thing made me happy. American Idol rocks haha, it cheered me up wif showin auditions of those contestants who thinks they r the ‘next american idol’. n Diana n Fanstasia put up great geat sensational n phenomenal show! kick ass man! i dunno who shld win … based on e show, Fantasia chose a bad 1st song but Diana din really do well 4 her las song. I dunno .. hahaha whoever win deserve it. good job!!! hahaha as if i m e judges leh. i m sure Spore Idol will haf MANY MANY bad auditions hahahahaha. n i lurve AI cos i like Simon a lot. seein him makes me happy too. n 4 e 1st time i c him stand up n clap his hands when Paul Anka sang. his song was so funnie haha. n Tamyra song .. I Believe. she is soooooooo talented .. wat a nice song. but dunno y i prefer Fanstasia rendition instead. n i saw JOHN STEVENS again .. boy he is soooooooooooo cute ok! n Ryan can surf hahaha .. thanks man AI. my day finally became better.
The last thing which made my day e best is .. deep down .. i knw i haf my D who is tere 4 me even he is miles n miles away frm me now. 4 now .. is shower time n once e sun rises again tomorrow, i m sure it gonna b e better day 4 me! 
